2023 / shirt & clothing tags / 16” x 20”
Growing up as an undiagnosed autistic child the clothing tags in my garments would often cause me overstimulation and sensory pain. When I realized my son was also sensitive to clothing tags I began cutting them off and collecting them. This work is an outward expression of sensory overload caused by a single clothing tag.
A short film was created during the collection of these tags titled, Meltdown Prevention.
2023 / short film
This film is a documentation of sensory care. I am shown carefully removing clothing tags from my son’s clothes while he plays nearby in the studio. By recording the process I am making this invisible care visible.
Clothing tags are a sensory trigger for both myself and my son. Due to neurological differences in sensory modulation clothing tags can contribute to sensory overload. Removing tags is an act of care to prevent overstimulation and related meltdowns.
The tags collected were used to create a companion piece titled, Meltdown.
2022 / textile / 11” x 15” x 17”
This piece visualizes my mental health during the first two years of motherhood.
2022 / video
A visual representation of my brain “on motherhood.” During the postpartum period I experienced a surge of creative ideas as my brain formed new neural pathways and struggled to function due to lack of sleep.
This piece is a still frame animation filmed using my son’s corn popper.
It is the titular piece of the My Brain on Motherhood series.
2023 / lost items
The lost items for this work were found while excavating under the living room couch.
Lost items include:
red pony beads (5)
red plastic marble
red glass marble
red sensory chew bracelet
red acrylic dot
yellow k’nex circle
yellow DUPLO two stud
miniature yellow trophy
yellow pony beads (3)
yellow k’nex semicircle connector
yellow hemisphere
orange pony beads (6)
orange basketball golf ball
miniature carrots
transluscent peach pumpkin
pink bouncy ball
pink pony bead
purple pony beads (4)
purple k’nex connector clip
purple smart links connector
purple and blue smart links dinosaur legs
periwinkle smart links connectors (2)
blue sensory chew bracelet
dark blue magnetic puzzle piece
blue glass marbles (2)
aqua blue smart links connector
aqua blue glass marble
aqua blue rhinestone heart
aqua blue pony beads (4)
ankylosaurus dinosaur magnet
green plastic marble
green pony beads (3)
clear plastic screws (2)
white plastic marble
clear tangle link
silver plastic marble
silver thumbtack
silver music box key
silver and black batteries (2)
double ended screwdriver
magnetic legs and shoes
miniature copper key
small wooden drumstick
cheerio
animal cracker
chewed wooden bead
wooden beads (2)
brown cylindrical DUPLO blocks (2)
This was an ephemeral piece, but the digital photographs are available for exhibition.
2023 / broken toys, detritus of motherhood / 28” x 25” x 8”
Click here to view video footage.
2022 / short films
These films explore my autistic experience of nonlinear time and space.
My perception often expands or contracts due to my atypical neural processing.
During periods of overstimulation or hyperfocus everything melts away and I exist in what I have come to describe as a pocket of neurodivergent space time.
2024 / chalkboard & white ink / 21" x 27"
This chalkboard is scarred from years spent in an unsuitable and hostile outdoor environment. Its identity is warped because it did not have the care and support needed to thrive.
An autistic child is scarred from years spent in an unsuitable and hostile academic environment. Their identity is warped when they do not have the care and support needed to thrive.
2023 / VR 360
An immersive experience demonstrating the hyperconnected way my I experience the world. Because my autistic brain does not prune synaptic pathways my brain is constantly processing more information than those who are not autistic: sensory input, memories, and connections that most people would overlook. I co-created this installation with my child to represent the hyperconnectivity I experience each day in the role of mother.
Process Timelapse
2022-2023 / digital photography
This work was created in collaboration with Claire Venus.
We exchanged photos once a day day documenting our lives as neurodivergent mothers in the Northwest of Arkansas and Northeast of England.
You can read more about the process here.
2021 / wool blend fiber and wood / 26”x27”
This data weaving documents the number of times I was interrupted by my one year old son during its creation. Each knot represents a moment I stepped away from the loom to tend to his needs.
Watch the process here.
These recent works are part of a growing interdiciplinary series, “My Brain on Motherhood”.