From the Compost Heap header. A pencil style illustration of a compost heap with flowers and plants growing around it. A bee buzzes by and a white rabbit hops by.
  • Help us reach more readers? 🦋

    Thank you for believing in our book How it Feels to Me!

    Many of you have been offering to help us spread the word.

    Here are the best ways to help us reach more readers.

    Write a review. 🌟

    The best way to help us reach more readers is by leaving a review on Amazon (click here to review on Amazon.com or Amazon.co.uk or both.)

    Try not to overthink this. You can keep it short and sweet. Think about what you’d text a friend if you wanted them to read it.

    Even if you didn’t buy a book there, this is the best way to help.

    (As a reminder, Amazon makes no profit from books sold through my shop, or indie bookstores.)

    Don’t have an Amazon account? The next best place to write a review is a reading app like Storygraph or Fable.

    A plus sized adult dances onstage while another peeks out from backstage surrounded by a collage of butterflies. The text reads: We each experience the world differently. This is called neurodiversity. We each see, hear, smell, taste, and feel things in our own way.

    Tell a friend. 🐝

    Another fantastic way to help is to tell a friend.

    Send the link to someone you know who you think would love the book.

    This is way more effective than posting to social media!

    Ask your community. 🐞

    You can also request the book at your local library, school, or indie bookshop.

    Send them to this link which offers a 40% discount.

    (Thanks to all the teachers who pre-ordered at full price. Your preorders helped us cover costs of the print run that brought this project to life.)

    Thank you! 🦋

    However you choose to help we appreciate you!

    Read more: Help us reach more readers? 🦋
  • Launch Week!!! 🚀

    How it Feels to me is OUT NOW!

    If you’ve been waiting to order I now have 200 books in hand.

    Hardcovers come with signed bookplates, bookmarks, and stickers (until I run out!)

    I’m taking a break from packing books to write a quick update.

    So much is happening so quickly!!!

    Our hardcover shipment arrived last Friday. Because the last batch had quality control issues I opened each book to check for misprints as I shelved them. It made for a cool video and this print run had no mistakes!

    After unpacking all of these books it is finally feeling real.

    The book is DONE.

    Monday was a holiday, so our official launch day was Tuesday, October 13. I’ve been shipping out books every day this week and only have 20 preorders left to go. 🥳

    DREAMING BIG

    We also sent a copy in to Reading Rainbow’s open casting call.

    Is this real life?

    Hand typed letter submitting our book to Reading Rainbow

    NOW IN BOOKSHOPS!

    NW Arkansas local can now find How it Feels to Me at two awesome bookshops in Fayetteville, Arkansas.

    We’re in DAD SUGGESTS BOOKS which has a life size hobbit hole.

    Life size hobbit hole in bookstore Dad Suggests Books in Fayetteville Arkansas.
    Rainbow spine of How it Feels to Me on local shelf in Dad Suggests Books Fayetteville Arkansas.

    And we’re also stocked at PEARLS BOOKS who has a giant luck dragon (!) in their picture book section.

    Holding a hardcover copy of How it Feels to Me at Pearl Books in Fayetteville Arkansas. Falcor a luck dragon from Neverending Story is visible above the bookshelf behind.

    We have so many incredible bookshops in our area. I’ll be pitching the rest soon.

    If you’d like to request How it Feels to Me at your local bookstore, library, or school to stock our book – send them here for a 40% discount.

    FAQ

    We also wrote up an official FAQ this week to answer some of the questions we’ve been getting.

    Our #1 Question has been, “Do you ship to my country?”

    And the answer is: Yes! Paperbacks are available globally.

    Hardcovers print and ship from the US & UK.

    If you’d like a custom shipping quote for your country please request one.

    Click here to read everything else (including where we print our books and why they are not currently available through Ingram Spark.)

    BEHIND THE SCENES

    If you’re curious about the self publishing process I’ll be sharing some behind-the-scenes on Patreon next week.

    And Gracie wrote a beautiful post about the illustration process. Check it out!

    Illustrated brains surrounded by photographed objects in a certain color: pink, yellow, orange, blue, green and purple.

    RAINBOW ZINES

    I also finished assembling the rainbow zines. If you’d like to buy one let me know.

    REMEMBER TO VOTE

    I also made an mini VOTE zine for October. Please remember to vote!

    Midterm elections are very important.


    That’s all for this week!

    Huge thanks to everyone who preordered, shared our posts, and helped us bring this project to life.

    If you joined the launch team I’ll be sending an email next week about final steps to help us out. My hands have been a little full this week. 🦋

    Cheers,

    Sarah signed with a swoopy S
    Read more: Launch Week!!! 🚀
  • Our book has gone to print! 🚀

    The finalized files are officially uploaded to our book printers!

    So the book is… done??

    It doesn’t feel real to me yet.

    My hands are going to be full for the next week or two while I’m in fulfillment mode. We ran into some final challenges with our hardcover printer who removed the $5 USPS shipping option. 😭

    So our best option is now to bulk order 100+ books with Fed Ex delivery, pack, and ship them to you myself. This does mean I can add the signed bookplates and tuck the preorders perks in with your orders. But the downside is that it will take a bit longer for the books to reach you.*

    Once the hardcover preorders are done I’ll start on the paperbacks. We’re using Amazon for paperbacks to keep costs low and make these books as accessible as possible. But if you order through my website Amazon does not get a cut.

    I’m really keen for everyone to understand this.

    If you haven’t ordered yet you can find both hardcover and paperback in my shop.

    ZINES!!!

    This month’s zines are a collaboration with Gracie Klumpp to go with our picture book How it Feels to Me.

    Snail mail subscribers will get two zines – one to keep and one to give away.

    If you want a single zine I’m always happy to trade. There’s also a printable version alongside our printable worksheets for all ages. Please spread the word if you know any teachers. You don’t have to buy the book to use the worksheets (although we’d love if you did.)

    Thanks to everyone who preordered and helped bring this project to life.

    We’ll be sharing more about the creative process once the books are fulfilled.

    I’m also considering a slow paced book tour. If you think I should travel where you live please let me know! 🐌

    Cheers,

    Sarah signed with a swoopy S
    FOOTNOTES

    * Since the hardcover books now have to be shipped twice. First to me, then packed, labeled, and shipped again to you.

    Read more: Our book has gone to print! 🚀
  • Help us spread the word? 🦋 🐝 🐞

    Last month we sent How it Feels to Me out to beta readers and have been completely blown away.

    And we’re officially recruiting a book launch team!

    In case you missed it here is the cover reveal (and a peek inside!)

    Help us spread the word by joining our launch team… the Pollinator Pals.

    There are so many ways to support the book and help us spread the word.

    Please apply no matter where you live in the world.

    There’s no need to have an online following – you can also help by writing a review or telling your local library. We’d love to have you!

    Praise for How it Feels to Me…

    Both neurodivergent folks and professionals alike have told us how much this book resonated with them.

    Here are some of the highlights!

    “How it Feels to Me is a wonderful explanation of what sensory experiences can feel like on the inside. A great resource for both neurodivergent and neurotypical brains.”

Jaclyn Lantz, OTR/L
    “How it Feels to Me validates every child’s unique way of moving through the world.”

Randi Walker, MS, CCC -SLP
    “How it Feels to Me offers a vivid and deeply embodied window into sensory experience.”

Lauren Frances Evans, Associate Professor of Art
    “How it Feels to Me explains complex concepts and ideas in such an accessible way.”

Louise Lucas, author of _A Therapeutic Workbook for Supporting the Wellbeing of Neurodivergent Clients_
    
“How it Feels to Me is for the person who feels a little ‘different’ and doesn’t understand why yet. What an amazing project.”

Danika Schmitz, MA, LPC

    Are you a teacher?

    We are seeking additional reviews from K-12 educators. If you’d like to read the book and potentially write a blurb please reach out. Thanks to the art teachers who already have!

    Ways to Support drawing of a white rabbit hopping into flowers

    That’s all for today! Gracie & I are busy at work on the next proof integrating beta reader feedback and copy edits. We’re on track to finish the book by late summer.

    If you haven’t preordered yet you still can.

    You can also donate a book to a library or school.

    Join the Pollinator Pals! 🦋 🐝 🐞

    We’d love your help spreading the word.

    Seeking members from all over the globe!

    No online following required.

    How it Feels to Me book cover by Sarah Shotts and Gracie Klumpp. Shows a child with hands raised and a rainbow collage of objects shown above.
    Read more: Help us spread the word? 🦋 🐝 🐞
  • How do you illustrate neurodivergence?

    I’m back this week with an update on the picture book How it Feels to Me. This is a book about neurodivergence and sensory processing I’m co-creating with illustrator Gracie Klumpp.

    It’s fully crowdfunded and coming out later this year!

    Last year we ran into some challenges due to substandard quality of our first proof. Ultimately we had to explore alternatives and change printers. Every printer offered slightly different “trim” sizes which meant this process delayed finalizing the illustrations.

    Now that we’ve chosen a printer we’re back on track and the illustrations are nearly complete. Later this month we’ll order the next proof and send the text to our copy editor and beta readers!

    Here’s a peek to share how it’s coming along…

    Illustrated figure with hands on head and eyes closed in distressed surrounded by a halo of photographed objects (including googly eyes, caution cone, and dalek) and wave lines to indicate overstimulation.

    It’s completely magical to see my words come to life in this way!

    Gracie’s using a cool combination of illustrated and photographed elements to visualize the concepts in this book.

    We both see this as the book we wish we’d had as kids and hope it will help autistic and neurodivergent folks of all ages!

    We’re running a little over budget (because of rising costs and changing printers).

    If you’d like to help us bridge the financial deficit you can do so here.

    Or you can preorder or donate a book!

    Illustrated spread featuring a rainbow infinity symbol and characters who appear to be scientist, artist, astronaut and comedian.

    Thanks to everyone who supported this project by preordering or donating books. I’m so excited to see this book out in the wild helping people!

    Cheers,

    Sarah signed with a swoopy S

    P.S. New here? You can browse my Neurodiversity Affirming Resource Library for blog posts, podcasts, and videos about autism & neurodivergence.

    Read more: How do you illustrate neurodivergence?
  • Festive Recipes & Free Books ✨

    One last update before I shift into holiday hibernation. Socializing and changes in routine can take a lot of energy for an autistic. So we really prioritize gentle self regulation in December.


    A Correction for the Boundary Zine

    Last month I wrote about neurodivergent boundaries and shared a printable zine. I noticed that I accidentally left out the section on social supports (pretty important) so I’ve just updated the post. You can re-read and download the new printable zine here. (Everyone who bought a zine will get a little “tip in” of the missing section.)

    Festive Recipe Zine

    This month I was going to type up some festive recipes when I found the above image of my family’s cranberry relish recipe. I quickly realized most of my family recipes were from the “back of the box” and went down the rabbit hole to collect them all. These zines are going out to my zine subscribers and won’t be stocked in my shop. Just to minimize computer work for me this month.


    Free Copies of Entwined & Ember

    I was busy all November fulfilling orders for Entwined & Ember (now out in hardcover and paperback!) Thanks so much to everyone who preordered and supported this project.

    There’s now a free ebook option for parents in financial hardship. If you’d benefit you can download yours here – no questions asked. (You can also donate a copy if you’d like.) There are also a limited number of paperbacks donated during the crowdfunding campaign.

    Entwined ebook mockup on iPad

    A note on publishing for a worldwide audience…

    I’m using Amazon to print and fulfill orders for Entwined & Ember. I’ve made this choice for to offer affordable worldwide shipping (we have contributors from several different countries) and to make the book discoverable to anyone searching Amazon.

    These were the books I needed as a new mum so I’m keen for as many parents to have access to these books as possible.

    I want to clarify that orders placed through my website (or the crowdfunding campaign) are author copies and Amazon does not get a cut.


    In case you missed it…

    I filmed a zine and art unboxing last month. You can watch it by tapping below.

    That’s all for 2026.

    See you all in the new year.

    Cheers,

    Sarah signed with a swoopy S
    Read more: Festive Recipes & Free Books ✨
  • Entwined & Ember Book Launch! 🌿

    This week I’ve been soft launching two books that I’ve been working on for six years. I crowdfunded these books last spring and have been working on this project since I was postpartum… that’s been six years. It feels like I’ve finally given birth to twins.

    Here’s a bit about the books.

    Scroll down for more behind-the-scenes goodness. I probably have enough here for whole email campaign, but I’m sending it one email.

    Entwined ebook mockup on iPad

    Entwined is an anthology of creativity & motherhood weaving together stories from mothers in United States, Mexico, Canada, England, Qatar, and M’chigeeng First Nation. Every mother has their own creative ecosystem. By sharing our stories we hope to inspire you to entwine creativity and motherhood in your own way.

    Ember: an art journal for parents. The cover is a burned piece of wood layered with transparent white paint.

    Ember is an art journal companion to the Entwined anthology. It presents a variety of creative prompts (writing, observation, ideating, dreaming, and making) to help parents kindle their creative sparks. There are two versions Ember for Parents & Ember for Mothers.

    It’s an art journal with no blank pages.

    Here’s a peek inside.

    You can now buy Entwined & Ember in hardcover or paperback.

    Free PDF ebooks are available to anyone experiencing financial hardship.

    And a number of paperbacks have been donated & can be claimed here.

    Tiny toddler hands reaching toward keys on a vintage typewriter

    Resources for Creative Parents

    I spent the first two years of parenthood reading everything I could about parenthood and creativity. I still couldn’t find the book I was looking for so I wrote my own – a massive manuscript that became two books and two art journals.

    Click here to browse my research rabbit holes.


    The Five Six Year Origin Story

    Read the five year origin story of Entwined.

    Mother Maker Manifesto first draft typed document with giant bulldog clip holding pages together.

    Meet the Contributors

    Click here to read the book launch blog hop. Watch the crowdfunding video below for clips of some of the creative parents involved.


    Ways to Support drawing of a white rabbit hopping into flowers

    If you’d like to support this indie book project here are some ways to get involved.

    • Leave a review! (This is the best way to help these books reach more parents. Even if you didn’t buy on Amazon that is the best place to leave a review. If we reach 100 reviews we get an algorithmic bump!)
    • Buy or donate a copy. (If you’re not a parent you can gift a copy to a friend or donate a copy to a parent in financial hardship. If you would benefit from a free copy yourself you can claim one here.)
    • Tell a friend. (Share this post directly with a parent who would enjoy these books.)

    You can also, of course, subscribe for monthly zines. This month’s zine is about neurodivergent boundaries (which you can read for free online.)


    Thanks so much for your support!

    Cheers,

    Sarah signed with a swoopy S

    P.S. For those of you who backed my picture book project – it is also nearing completion. Here’s a peek at one of the illustrations in progress by the talented illustrator Gracie Klumpp.

    We are aiming to release How it Feels to Me in Spring of 2026.

    Illustrated spread featuring a rainbow infinity symbol and characters who appear to be scientist, artist, astronaut and comedian.

    Read more: Entwined & Ember Book Launch! 🌿
  • Don’t skip this one. 🌻

    I have an important update today.

    But first, a peek inside my mental drafts folder…

    • 10 Years Post Autism Diagnosis
    • Finding Your Why (probably a zine)
    • Dynamic Disability (& new chronic illness diagnosis)
    • Embracing Supports (maybe a zine)
    • Discovering my Fiction Writing Process

    But I’m skipping over all of that for a time sensitive PSA.


    Tylenol does not cause autism.


    Big mistake.

    I logged back into Instagram after 8 months away.

    I couldn’t have chosen a worse time to do so.*

    Instagram (at least the current iteration) is dangerous to my mental health. What used to be a light hearted photo sharing app has now turned into another algorithmic dumpster fire.

    I tried everything.

    I blocked accounts, “curated” my feed, and did my best to train the algorithm. Near the end I even downloaded a social media blocking app to limit my usage to midday.

    I was already struggling.

    Then the autism news hit.

    Nope. I can’t be here. I’m out.

    I naively imagined that the next generation of autistics could grow up with less stigma. To know who they are and unabashedly ask for support.

    To see that progress purposefully eroded is gutting.

    My nervous system simply cannot handle the horrors and catastrophizing on endless algorithmic remix.

    And it’s not just autistics under attack. Every marginalized group is in real crisis right now. Science and education have been defunded.

    There is a new fresh horror every day.

    An embroidery frame holds a cross stitch that reads "I'm Fine". A second image shows the reverse which is a tangled mess of navy blue thread.
    Read I’m Fine – a digitized zine about self regulation & advocacy

    It’s easy to feel helpless when the world is on fire.

    That is what they want.

    But I’m not having it.

    Let’s self regulate and take one positive action.

    Together.


    My Action Steps

    Here’s what I can do.

    • Be autistic in public.
    • Model nervous system support for my fellow neurodivergent folks (and sensitive souls who may not even realize they are neurodivergent.)
    • Continue creating resources that educate about the autistic experience.
    My zine making area with Spectrum and Chaos Gardening zines, paper cutter, and watercolor wash circles.

    Your Action Steps

    If you want to be an ally here are ways to help.

    Choose 1 or 2.

    • Speak up when you hear misinformation and harmful rhetoric.
    • Share my Spectrum blog post or zine.
    • Contact your representatives. Tell them autism is not a disease to be cured.
    • Preorder How it Feels to Me (a picture book about sensory processing.) This is a crowdfunded project I am creating with autistic illustrator Gracie Klumpp.
    Three proofs of How it Feels to Me with a hand drawn figure surrounded by a halo of colorful objects. My typewriter, a succulent, and a stack of Spectrum zines are also visible.

    We just got a new set of proofs and are feeling very excited about next steps. After changing book binders we are a bit over budget – so if you preorder now it will be a big help.

    If you don’t need a book yourself you can also choose to donate your copy and we’ll be sure it gets to someone who needs it.


    I’m feeling particularly vulnerable this week.

    If this email resonated I’d appreciate hearing from you.

    Take Care,

    Sarah signed with a swoopy S

    FOOTNOTES

    * Why did I do this? Because I met some cool people at the NWA Maker’s Faire and thought maybe I should try and better follow local creative events.

    Read more: Don’t skip this one. 🌻
  • Maker Faire, Autism & New Books

    Maker Fair Check In

    Last weekend I ran a “Make a Zine” booth at the NWA Maker Faire.

    I brought supplies to make zines and also had a display of zines and books for sale. Lots of kids made zines! Three teens. One friend I invited.

    And one college student who made this zine. (I have permission to share.)

    Collaged zine cover reads A thousand miles from nowhere. Handwritten text with dates marked out in red are overlaid with a red flower in a vase surrouned by a handcut white border.
    Handwritten text reads: Ever since I started attending college I knew I didn't fit. I felt like a different species." A collage of bright yellow daisy type flowers is overlaid with a six petaled flower in a peach color. Handwritten text continues: Even now, teachers learning my face first feels like a confirmation, I trample through grass and mushrooms carving desire paths in my wake to get around people moving differently to me. A collage shows a path and yellow flowers, a cup of tea, and a tall glass window with lots of overlapping lines. Text continues: I'm always trying to make space. Space is glued in from a magazine. Writing continues: in a place not meant for me and for a goal I don't yet have. A gift tag is glued in: with love from blank to you. A math equation that means a line rising (I had to ask) points to the back cover.
    Back cover. Handwriting reads: But at the end of the day I sit in chemistry class with a friend. A black and white silhouette of a figure before a window is glued to the page and below it a rainbow.

    Thanks to everyone who dropped by my table.

    The whole event was a great experience.

    Full transparency: I didn’t make any money. I lost about $27 based on the table fee alone. But the money goes to a good cause. I’ll participate again next year.*


    The Autism Spectrum

    The zine that was picked up most often during the Maker Faire was my Spectrum zine about neurodivergence. While our goverment leaders are spreading such harmful misinformation about autism it feels more important than ever to do the opposite.

    You can read (and share) the blog version of the zine here.

    Two zines and magazine clippings on a wooden desk with scissors, gluestick and pencils. Both zines titles are cut out magazine letters: Chaos Gardening with leaf rubbings and Spectrum with a hand painted watercolor color wheel.

    I have a few misprints of my Spectrum zine printed on the wrong paper. Completely readable, but the images bleed through more than I like.

    If you would like to distribute Spectrum zines (either publicly or to friends and family) let me know and I’ll send you a stack of misprints for free.

    You can also browse my library of resources for autism & neurodivergence.

    Whatever our world leaders say we are NOT a horror show.

    Our brains are sensitive, but powerful when given needed supports.


    What is a zine?

    I made a special zine for this event (and September’s zine subscribers) called “How to Make a Zine”.

    And a brand new blog post called What is a Zine? where I share resources on making zines and a peek at my own zine collection.

    Read it here.

    Zine collection spread on table. Visible titles include: Offline, Taking Care of Yourself as an Artist Publisher, Practicing Microresistance in Conversations, Tea, Reality Has, Motherlore, etc. Zines are various sizes and colors. Many have black sharpie on white paper appearance. Others are typed. The most visible are a bright neon risograph texture of seaweed (on the artist publisher book) and a composition book style (the microaggressions book.) Links to each zine are listed below.

    New paperbacks!

    I’ve been working for months on a second edition of Discover Your Creative Ecosystem. And the Maker Faire moved up my timeline.

    This second edition has minor edits (most notably an expanded section about purpose), my new headshot, updated bio, and they/them pronouns.

    These paperbacks are printed by 48 Hour Books and live in my closet. They will each be packaged and mailed by me personally. So I’m happy to sign and personalize them if you like.

    Buy a copy here.

    They are $15 – which is the lowest my book has ever been available for purchase.

    Tap below to watch me flip through the spacious full color interior.

    If you’ve bought the original edition I’ll be sending an ebook version of the updated text soon.

    There was a printing issue with the hardcovers, but I should have those back in stock before the end of the month.

    I’ll be updating Self Publishing 101 soon. I’ve nearly finished testing several Amazon alternatives. They all have pros and cons so which printer is best for your book depends on your goals and budget.


    An invitation to draw together. 🍉

    I’m sending this email earlier than usual because there’s an event this week I want you to know about. Hanna Keiner and Logan Juliano, PhD are hosting a meditative drawing livestream on Thursday, September 11 called Where Do You Draw the Line?

    The event is free, but everyone will be invited to take action from my Palestine Advocacy page in lieu of payment. (There are many ways to make a difference even if you don’t have the budget to contribute financially.)

    I’m really grateful for my advocacy library to be used in this way.

    If you host a similar event or link to it please let me know.

    Ink drawing by Hanna Keiner. Sinuous lines that evoke smoke or waves.
    Image Credit: Hanna Keiner

    That’s all for this week.

    Take care of yourselves. I appreciate you.

    Sarah signed with a swoopy S

    FOOTNOTES

    * I enjoyed meeting the other vendors so much I’ve logged in to Instagram after 8 months off social media. I’d like to be able to more closely follow local events and those I met at NWA Maker Faire. This is a trial period to see if curation, boundaries, and tweaking advertisements can make it a more positive experience. I much prefer RSS, but when there is to RSS feed for certain groups and events I am just missing out.

    Read more: Maker Faire, Autism & New Books